Saturday, June 2, 2012

The Last Mad Standing.

Okay, so this is day 3, I'll admit I'm a little late, but it's never truly too late to begin a story. Especially one that hasn't exactly been requested. At this moment I am laying in a guest bed at my brother and sister-in-laws home in Phoenix, Az, with my puppy Rusty (Rostaing Le Strange) and she's got the puppy hiccups and is undoubtedly having a nightmare and I'm pretty sure she just farted. She's new and ettiquette is a little beyond her so you'll have to forgive her. This is my second night in arizona and my 3rd night away from home. This is my first time really out on the road alone and my first time out in my own car. I should mention that I'm 20 yrs old, I dont know how much that matters but I guess details are what makes a strong story, eh? They say timing is everything anyway and it just seemed to be the perfect time and as nervous as i am, I certainly feel ready. I am the one and only Madgkul standing, but there are so many aspects of myself I am hoping to narrow it down a little... at the end of this trip i will have inevitably lost things, and gained things. Some things i am willing to lose, while others I hope to keep, and there are even somethings I am hoping to lose. certain materialistic things I am willing to lose, but the big parts I am hoping to lose are internal. I am hoping to lose fear and inhibition, I am hoping to gain courage and a deeper understanding of who i am and what i want, not just what i think i want or what seems valuable at the time. afterall, what you place value in when you're 20 is probably not going to be as valuable as the things you wish you hadn't blown off when you're 60. lets face it, now is the time. I'm also extremely tired and I can fill you in as I go on because there is so much more to elaborate on, but Ta-Ta for now!!

<3 Madgkul
Shout outs to my friends and family who are missing me as much as i am missing them right now.  Wish me luck on this perilous, however exciting journey of the world... or at least america for now...

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    1. Don't give out too much personal info (age and such) because crazy people will put it all together and track you. I hope you have an eventful trip!

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